it hurts

Why do you still have this power over me? There's been so many years since our last kiss, since I took that stupid decision and break everything up. I still regreat that moment, but sometimes I wonder that that was better this way, I wasn't ready back then. But the problem is that now I am and I can't have you anymore, I just want you. I try to look at other boys but all I can see is you, none of them look as interesting and handsome as you are. Just you be around me and my heart goes crazy, one touch to wake me up, how is it possible? Now I don't even need to be around you to feel this way, it's just I see you online and my heart beats fast, I get nervous, my mind can't think right. All I want to do is talk to you, apologize and ask for a second chance. But that's me and I'm too coward to talk to you again, I tried, but you ignored me, you said you had to go. I don't feel like I'm strong enough to risk another goodbye when all I dream is a hello. Why does it have to be so hard? I wish I were stronger enough to jump, to risk and if I took another goodbye or worse, I would just move on. Will I ever be like this? I hope it doesn't hurt forever because I can't take it much longer, soon you'll get another girl and I'm not ready to this, I'm not strong enough. But I have to learn how to be. I have to make a decision and deal with the consequences. I can't do it anymore, I can't suffer alone. Either I get you or I forget you, there's no other choice. If you don't want me anymore I'll find someone that does. This is my last vacation thinkng about you. I'm done with this pain.

when you're by my side

Once with you everything seemed perfect, if you were by my side nothing else mattered, the world was just you and me, there was no one, no problems, no judges, just us, that moment. Every time with you was like a little bit of heaven, I counted the seconds to meet you. What you did to have this power over me? It doesn't matter now, I was already in love with you and I felt good, it was good. I didn't care about what everyone else said, I didn't care about what they thought about you, about us. I just followed my heart. Now I'm looking at this rain and that reminds me us, that night that we ran into each other in the pouring rain, we kissed on the sidewalk and the whole world was gone.

Love at first sight

I remember the first time I saw you, the first time you touched me, you took my hand to dance with me, I could barely breath with you so close to me, I had never felt that way before, I was dizzy, I couldn't move, you were so close that I could hear your heart beat or was that my own? It beat so so fast, like it's never had. But that contact was so brief that as soon as you let me go I missed your body next to mine, it was crazy, made me so confused. Everyone talked to me, but I was speechess, I had lost my words, but actually they were all with you and all I could do was stare at you hoping that you had felt the same, but you didn't. For you I was just a little girl that your friend made you dance with, a girl that you tried to teach how to dance but was born with two left feet. What you couldn't imagine was that little girl since that daycan't think about anythng else but you. I wish I had invited you to be my prince, but I couldn't neither think nor talk, so I wasted my first chance...