why...

Why can’t I just forget you and be free? Why don’t you get out of my mind and let me move on? I wanna a restart, but you’re holding me back. I know that you don’t think about me anymore, actually, have you ever thought about me at all? ‘cause there isn’t a day I don’t think about you. Why am I so stupid? Why I acted like that? I should have given us a chance, but now it’s too late. Now I have to deal with my choice, I have to deal with my pain. Have you ever liked me? Did you feel the same? Now I just want to be happy, but I can’t with you in my head. When I finally had a chance with you, when you finally looked at me I was too afraid with the fall. I should have jumped head to feet on us, but I didn’t, now I have to live with that. Will I ever forget? Will I ever move on? All I wanted was you, but I backed down.